Saturday, October 29, 2005
gosh..heard a bad news about junquan and tats the reason which made him sounds different last night..haiz..i guess he wont be coming for monday's exam le ba..watever..as long as he can recover as soon as possible..but there will definitely a scar on his face ba i guess..haiz..hope he can be optimistic abt it..
oh i hardly believe it..i have been onlining since the moment i woke up until now..and i am not tired at all..(while jojo kee is tired like mad)haha..i guess zixuan is tired too..(guess only..lol)
quite lucky today?i thinkk so..got chances to chat with 3 pri classmates who i didnt see/chat with since i came to singapore for study...haha..the feeling is still here..have been knowing them for 11 years le leh..suddenly felt tat gosh..i am so old now..haha..
hmm..goin out to study with hengwan and jojo tmr..so got to sleep earlier tonight..yuppy..since theres nothing special to write..got to sleep now..nitenitez friends...take care and stay cheerful^-^
Shuxian flew into your heart at [11:26 PM]
well..here i am again..
**this may be a long post or may not be,read it if u want and don't read it if u cant stand it**
hmm..today is the last day of sch(still have 2 weeks' head start programme after one week)..so..as usual..everyone is chatting among themselves..mostly gossiping...how abt me?haha..sit alone and did many things(coz i simply lost my interest on the things i was doing for every 5 min,tats why i kept changing and tats why i did so many things)played a number puzzle(forgot wats tat called)..studied the format for formal letter(chinese)..did a few qns of our maths holiday homework..and ^listening to music^..haha..coz others are doing it and mrs foo doesnt mind or one of her eyes is closed...so why not?since there is no lessons...2 periods had past and wow..its like SO FAST..hmmhmm..we were supposed to go to mr anba's homeroom then..BUT..haha..everyone doesnt want to leave mrs foo's homeroom..so mrs foo sent janet down and asked for mr anba's permission..and then..haha..4n2 came in(coz its their lesson with mrs foo)..no seats..so since we want to stay..we got to sit aside and let them take the 1st 2 columns lo..moved to ruibei there as the front has no more seats for me..so cant go to find zheying they all le..had spelling(chinese) test together with elaine and ruibei instead..and found out tat gosh!i have forgotten lots of words...and mr teo asked for A1..if not next year got to drop higher chinese and retake...haiz..
yesh!today has no recess duty and recess is actually much more earlier today..10 to 10.30am..didnt manage to eat as i acc zheying to go and get the chop for her dictionary from mr teo..and then..he "reminded" us again.."get A1 ar..if not u must retake it next year"..dotz...no comments...hopefully i can lo..but its quite hard for me as i found my chinese standard is "walking" backwards..no improvement..guess i really have to go back and have tuition during this holidays le...
anyway..nothing much besides helping ms chang to clean her room..as u know..she expects CLEAN and TIDY for everything..so as well as her homeroom..its rather clean..and doesnt have to do much..half an hour and everything is settled..but my job is abit hard for me coz she asked me to clean the computer and the table..gosh..its damn dusty..made me sniff..and while everyone has done their jobs..i am still cleaning..and ms chang came in then said...wah..shuxian u are very ridiculous leh..others want to go off as soon as possible(anyhow clean clean ma)and yet u are still cleaning(i am very serious coz i know she hates dust..lolx)...went back to mrs foo's classroom as everyone has done with cleaning ms chang's homeroom le(actually only left with yulun,zheying and peiling waited for me..the others went up since long time ago..haha..thanks)..
aha..went back and gathered with elaine they all for nothing..ruby kept asking me to sing "mei you ni de mei yi tian"..(.".)paiseh eh..hee..yup..its the chinese version of "bcs i am a girl"..the touching mtv and melody..wow..haha..nono..i am not advertising for it..then..ruby suddenly bcm very unhappy with tat hypocrite..and andree too..tats a long story..but almost everyone in class dislikes this hypocrite..uh..shes not only a hypocrite..shes also a bootlicker..someone who has an "angel" look and a devil's heart..tats the most scary+disgusting type of ppl to me..she always offer help for the teachers but yet..after the teachers have left(after helping the teachers)..she will act and said "wahlao..*this particular teacher* is very irritating leh..always ask me for help..i dun need to do my things is it..and blabalbla"..come on..its her the one who tells the teachers.."let me help u la"...kns..cant stand tis kind of ppl..the one whos always with her has also changed..sigh..why are they..cant be blamed..perhaps they think its a right thing to do?theres no right or wrong in this world..its just tat the knowledge we gained gave us an idea that..oh this is right and tat is wrong..
came home after having lunch with val and eunice..theres most probably some problems with eunice i supposed..she kept saying food is disgusting and she refuses to eat..but well..we always have our way to solve these..went to yoshinoya and she had salmon set..(km went back to malaysia)..tats gd isnt it ..as long as she ate something..we wont be tat worry abt her..
sad thing no. 1: junquan seemed having problem and he cant go for sheena's bday celebration already..haiz..just agree with it ytd and its changed now..from his way of talking to me..i guess this problem is really serious tis time(he refuses to say coz he doesnt want to talk abt it)..he's absent from sch today and i was thinking why is tat so..i guess..this matter should be the cause then..theres one thing he said.."if tat happens to me..i will be tong ku until i want to die"..wat could tat be..did he fight with someone?or else..wat happened...haiz..he said i will see/know it after a few days..wat will i see/know?gosh..wat can i do to help him?or cheer him up?haiz..really have no idea..
sad thing no.2: mdm doesnt seem to be happy(coz of his nick)..did he quarrel with her when he tried to get back his stuff from her?haiz..wat to say..he's still trapped in his memory and he kept saying sorry to her in his nick..perhaps he made her angry le?is he blaming himself now..found myself useless out of sudden..cant even help my frenz nor cheer them up when they are feeling sad..i guess mdm is still awake..should i send him a msg..or leave him alone...*NO idea*...
haiz..dun feel like sleeping now..what am i supposed to do after typing this post which is soon..phew..i guess i shall try to sleep le..if not..online games ba..hopefully tmr will be a better day for fengyuan and junquan..heyhey..do u know tat SMILE to the mirror after waking up will bright up ur day de wor..so..take care and stay cheerful ok?same to darryl..
nitenitez everyone..take care and STAY CHEERFUL/CHEER UP..tis is not the last day of this world..so come on..lets SMILE~~!!!!!^-^wan an^-^
Shuxian flew into your heart at [1:10 AM]
Thursday, October 27, 2005
yawn..-=dozing off=-..but still..having something in mind kept me awake..just finished reading mdm's recent posts..still struggling for the ans..it made me sad when my best fren is trapped in e memories..and it reminds me of mine too..haiz..i am wondering..if i could be as frank as he is..will the fairy tale ends?i guess it will ba..heard something meaningful during the course..reality can be ur dream..but ur dream will nv be e reality..haha..i think so..lolx..*laughing at myself*
oh yeah btw...came across this website..the story is nice and meaningful..feel free to check it out http://www.bohope.com/myfriends.htm..
ok then..got to go and rest for a while..my brain is $%^&*7...and brain cells are dying...see u tonight..*i wont forget abt our promise de jojo..8pm(see u at yahoo pool)*
Shuxian flew into your heart at [5:55 PM]
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
hmm..no lessons for today as well..had an early dismissed ard 11.50pm for a short break and then..gathered outside the general office and get ready for our Ngee Ann Poly trip..there's a maths carnival organised by N.P..hmm..overall..tat was fun..esp the last game we played..also had a quiz there..some of the qns are quite difficult..but some of them are as simple as abc..
saw a video clip in the hall..abt the audition for the idol of NP..kind of interesting?and "cold" when u hear some ppl singing..but well..its not everyone can stand in front of the judges and sing..hmm..had another game after tat...it was really fun..and guess wat?our team mates had lots of funny ideas on "transporting" our "products" to the "port" and sold it to the customers..lolx..in e end..we won for the 1st prize and got 2 KKs..haha..after coming out from the hall..met jiemin and she got us lolipops as her group won the 3rd prize..zheying and i gave her one of our KK as well..haha..coz i dun really eat chocolates..and she wants it very much..so..yup..hee..then er er they all went for refreshment while i stare at my hp's wallpaper for nothing...i guess i am abit "sot" nowadays..like..i am afraid tat i might even lose the best thing tat someone gave to me..its kind of feeling like..when u are trying to catch up with someone who walks much more faster than u and yet..u couldnt..u walk slower and slower while he/she walks faster and faster...and when u try to make something stay..but u couldnt do it..*li bu cong xin*...
got home ard 7 as the thingy ends around 5.45 and its abt 6 plus when we reached sch le ba..asked calvin about how to make a template(blog skin) for blogs..and wat he told me was..he could see nothing from my blog..only those *cdb cdb cdb* words..i was shocked..and open it...gosh..the template is really gone..and checked with another one..its gone too..so wat can i do..nothing else but waiting for it to appear again?lolx..it may but not tat soon..guess its something got to do with the account ba..
hmmhmmm..wat i am doing?lolx..i also dunno..after seeing my blog..went to disturb darryl by telling him tis..guess i have disturbed him..but seriously..didnt expect him to help..just feel like telling him..and then..he showed me something and made sure tat its his account got prob le...so..just got to wait for him to come back from NS ba..hopefully he will notice it..if he doesnt..theres nothing i can do then..perhaps i've got to use others' templates before i know how to make a new one for myself..but i dun wish to do tat...haiz...sad*100000^1000000000000000.....anyway...thanks to darryl..didnt want to disturb u de..and its ok for didnt help me coz i noe its impossible to help me for this case..i should be the one saying sorry..thanks a lot...=)
hmm..watched a movie called perfect guy..it was "WOW!"..its abt this mum..always get hurt by love ones and she will bring her 2 daughters(main character and a 7 year old gal) leave the place to another new area of New York(this always happens for every 2 months)..and her mum is a great woman..pretty..and gd in baking cake...so they came to this new environment and started their new life..the main character wants to stay at this particular place as she cant stand tat type of life anymore..so she made up a story..created a man who doesnt exist and wrote emails and love letters to her mum..in order to make her mum stay..and then..she cant stop lying anymore..so continue to lie to her mum..until one day..she found out tat her fren's uncle who always gv her advices is actually the perfect guy for her mum..and she begged the uncle to read those emails "he" wrote for her mum and the chatting records as wat "he" said is actually wat will the uncle say when he experiences this...but the uncle rejected her...so she got no choice..she told her mum abt the lie..and then..she found out tat her classmate..who helped her once for calling her mum and pretend to be tat "man"..has fall in love with her..she wanted to run away from it coz she's afraid to get hurt like her mum..she asked her mum to leave the place and go to another place again...but when her classmate came to her house to find her(when shes not around and her mum saw him)..her mum found out tat he's actually a great guy and he does love her daughter a lot..so she decided to stay..and convinced her daughter to stay..and from tat onwards..their life have changed..from sadness to happiness..her mum is no longer as desperate as before anymore..and slowly..the main character started dating with her classmate and the uncle..decided to read the mails and records..and guess wat?the uncle found the main character and asked her to bring him to the place her mum works at..and then..the story ends with a happy ending as the main character,holly,has finally found her real and warm home...
hee..kkz..after typing this long post..i guess ruibei is dozing off again le huh?as she complained tat my blog is a bit bored abt its long..lolx..sorry gal...and sorry to the rest of u...hee..yuppy..gtg to sleep already..nitentiez....^-^
Shuxian flew into your heart at [11:15 PM]
Monday, October 24, 2005
does tis hairstyle suits me?
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [11:47 PM]
lalala~wat happened to me today..dun feel like talking for the whole day..hmm..actually not..just cant find any COMMON topic to talk with the *rest*..perhaps i am too tired...
nothing much abt today..didnt have any lessons and have been slacking for every period except for A-maths lesson..there's a talk abt a website called RAAD..not really interested in although they offer a lot of free things like making-up lessons/exam papers/harry potter/movie previews tickets and blablabla..and there will be a lot of activities conducted by them...val and km joined coz of e making up lessons while eunice joined bcs of..hmm..not sure..but zheying,erer and i didnt..$19.90 for the year(the 1st two months is free of charge)..kind of wasting money to me..coz i dun think i will have time to go for those activities nor do those exam papers..haiz..worrying abt my "o" level mother tongue exam which is coming next week..and after next week..everything will be fine..the problem is THIS WEEK..if i cant be able to finish studying..or i cant be able to do well..i may drop higher mother tongue next year..its really very stress and time is really short for me to study for other subjects..can this be the reason why i didnt do well?..haiz..
well..today has a gd news and a bad news..the bad news is..junquan(from our class),aaron and junlong(from e2)got to retain..and the gd news is everyone else in the our class except for junquan got promoted..haiz..dun even feel the happiness or watever feeling i am supposed to have..just feel worried abt the 3 of them..and yonghao(Pri classmate and someone who i treats as bro)as well..he'll know abt whether he will get promoted tmr..gd luck to him..
hmm..they planned to watch "the wig" today..but since mdm and jojo cant go..i also dun feel like goin..in e end they canceled it as if they watch the movie..rabbit wee will be late for home..so rabbit decided to go and pierce another ear hole together with junlong(piercing 2 holes will be cheaper by $1 or so)..walked to j8 with a big group of ppl(zheying's SIMON group and us)..and the same thing happened again..no comments......after we reached j8..kaamun went to pierce ear hole instead of rabbit wee..hmm..i guess i wont pierce ear holes currently ba..lazy to take care and blablabla as i am so careless..furthermore..dun feel like hurting myself by piercing a hole on my ear..lolx..lame reason..after tat..walked past by the escalator and guess wat?hee..i saw yanling again...may be its fate or its just coincidence..tat was the place where i got to know her..hehe..she looks tired..so decided to send her a msg on my way home(as she was shopping or walking around when i saw her..dun feel like disturbing her ba)..didnt notice tat she was there actually..but heard someone calling me,so i turn back..its her..quite surprised..hee..she said i look stress..haha..actually i also dunno if i am feeling stressed or just simply sad..anyway..yanling..take care woR..^-^
didnt have lunch as i have no appetite..so "watched a show" when they are eating..like listening to wat are they saying and seeing them eating their food..received kiki(jojo)'s msg and asked me to be careful when i am crossing the road..dotz..didnt know he was somewhere around..and he was cutting his "MAO" when i replied him..tats wat he said..mdm went back to sch for np..but didnt see him...ahha..suddenly miss those fridays which we met for dinner after my higher chinese,their npcc and ncc..zixuan missed it too..so wanted to ask them out for dinner tis friday..but kiki cant i guess..zixuan..we shall arrange one another day after next week?hee..haiz..feel like 100 years didnt see mdm and jojo's REAL FACES le..always look at their photos instead of seeing them..shall make them wear bikinis when i have time to edit those photos again..hmmp hmmpp..hahhaa...cant..my neck will be squeezzzeeeeeeeed by jojo ki then..*pa pa*
phew..everyone seemed so stressed...esp ruiming..1st time seeing him study until so 4%^&*765..pei fu..hey hey..if u are reading this..pls remember something.."dont smoke anymore and concentrate on ur studies..stop thinking abt me..lolx.."..sounds i am bhb but tats true..so u got to listen eh..zhi dao ma?dun smokeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...DUN ar..haha..bcm gd friends who can share feelings with now..hope this will happen to me and "him" too..tats the only thing i want even though its nearly impossible as we are just like stranger..and not even like friends...i miss the buddy who asks me to go KFC for buddy meals....(u'll know abt this lame joke by reading my testimonials in friendster)
btw..sorry to jojo..didnt acc u to play yahoo pool tonight as i've got so much things to talk abt here..is this counted as a long post?haha...thanks for sms-ing me today..and really sorry abt it..tmr k?promised...=)hee..and yeah..no problem for going to ur house and play pool ba..after my chinese exam next monday..ok?
well..guess tis is quite a long post for u all to read le ba..shall not continue this anymore...really cant stand myself for being so long-winded...haha..nitenitez friends..take care and STAY CHEERFUL.. be optismistic...especially yonghao..no matter the news u get is bad or gd..stay cheerful..ok?i trust u can do it and u got to trust urself too..alright..dun forget to sms me abt it ar..^-^WAN AN^-^hee...
-==working hard for next monday's GCE O LEVEL MOTHER TONGUE EXAM==- JIAYOU!!!
Shuxian flew into your heart at [11:33 PM]
Sunday, October 23, 2005
zi lian-ing
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [9:27 PM]
Saturday, October 22, 2005
present from val..
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [5:38 AM]
xianxian
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [5:37 AM]
haha..stay online until now for this..lolx..
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [5:27 AM]
Friday, October 21, 2005
yeah yeah...i am boring..haha..actually i dunno wat should i talk abt here..feel like playing games until i get mad tonight..lets see wat did play tonight...QQ Tang..Yahoo pool..Gunbound..watched some flash mtv..and the time flies..its another new day..lolx..
i guess..i am mad over my higher chinese result ba..didnt manage to get A...haiz..i guess i can really chi da bian and work hard*1000 le...=(
suddenly realised tat i bcm quite lazy to update tis blog nowadays..totally lost the *enthu* to update it everyday le...mdm also noticed it..haha..coz he said..when he opens..he always read the same thing..lolx..sorry mdm...but why?hmm..i dun think i know the ans..haha..
hmm..suddenly feel like playing with photoshop..should i?haha..having a really interesting idea now..hee..so will not be chatting with u guys le...sorry to sumardi(really didnt notice it when u send me e msg through msn)...
hee..so i guess..this will stop here ba since theres nothing else i can say..yuppy..still the same thing which i always say...STAY CHEERFUL AND HAVE A GOOD NIGHT=)nitenitez friends...take care....^-^
Shuxian flew into your heart at [11:58 PM]
Thursday, October 20, 2005
BOOM~!!!finally lost my control and cried out when mrs foo asked me why did i do so badly for this exam and i know what she means...*bgr*..she thought tat was the main reason..
but~no..it wasnt..and so?tears start flowing out from my eyes..haiz...i am really disappointed..not to her..its to me..what causes this to happen?i guess..*bgr* which mrs foo had mentioned was part of the reason..but it didnt affect me much..haiz..i also dunno wats really happening to me...from last year's top 10 in class/level..fell all the way back to last 5(i supposed) in class...nothing gd happened this year..kns...hopefully next year would be better...and hope i can overcome my problems...(i got this problem which i also dun understand why it always happen..when i get the test papers or exam papers..all the things tat i have learnt seemed disappeared from my mind...not finding excuses for myself..tats true)furthermore..those subjects which i didnt study during exam period got higher marks than those which i studied very hard on...haiz..how will this happen...kns...cant stand it le...
haiz..dun think abt it le..time to stop...only allows myself to cry once for one problem i face..no more crying..time to buck up...yupp...during this holiday..must catch everything up..shuxian jia you...and frenz..jia you!!!gd luck for us...^-^
wan an!!!!!!!take care and sleep well...
Shuxian flew into your heart at [11:58 PM]
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
haiz..almost got back all the papers le..E maths 65/100,A Maths...haiz..11/80..second last in class..dun ask me why..i really dunno...some qns which i thought i know how to do..gets 0....Physics 32/100(one of subjs which i put in a lot of effort and yet got this kind of isappointing result),Chemistry 46/100(didnt expect to get more than 40 coz i was sick the day before the exam..and didnt manage to wake up to study..haiz),English paper 1 got 38.5/60(shocked...i always get a passing mark for paper one),Humanities got 20(/50 geo)+23(/50 ss)..almost fainted..wrote until almost fainted on e spot and the points i wrote are alright..but didnt not write enough of points....-_-...left with English paper 2 and Higher chinese papers..if i fail English...be prepared to be my classmates ba zixuan..=(...hopefully i wont...haiz..
sms daddy and mummy in e afternoon and told them about these..didnt get scolded(i thought i will)daddy still jokes with me..haiz..getting mad...if they scold me..i would feel better..but they didnt...
i should really buck up during this coming holiday le..luckily jonathan and lin qin they all will be coming to hainan..at least got someone to teach me..haiz..but will i really study hard during the holi..i doubt so...only mdm can make me wanna study-_-..dunno why but he just has this kind of magic power???!!!hahaha...mdm..dun faint ar..still need u and jojo acc me to watch "the wig"..after watching..must add oil for my coming o level chinese exam on 31st oct le..god bless me..no..i must get an A1...
remind me to study~remind me to study~force me to study~force me to study~whoever sees this..if u nv see me studying..beat me/scold me/kick me...lolx..thanks a lot..haiz..i should orh orh le..no way of keeping myself awake and think abt it again..
*hmm..i guess theres something changed(i mean..me) i started to feel tat i am so extra when i am talking on phone with blablabla and blablablabla...especially when blablabla says tat he/she wants to say something but not to me..is to blablablabla...anyway..getting used to it..perhaps i have changed..or blabla has changed..i dun think the problem lies on me alone..but i am also part of the problem ba..coz even the others also asked..why is blabla talking to blablabla and treat it as if i am not around when 3 of us are together..i think so?but wat can i say?may be i just cant get into their conv as i dun do things tat they do?aiya..i am just finding excuses..dun care abt me..whose friendship is perfect...everyone sure has something tat he/she is unhappy with another person..its just the matter whether he/she says it out or not..if they keep it in their heart without saying out..perhaps they wont quarrel and watever for the moment..but this will definitely become the reason why their friendship cannot last forever*
ps: i know u will know tat i am talking abt u..but i am not blaming anyone..just trying to say it out here to make myself feel better...tis is why he gave me this..
okie then..gotta put songs into my memory card and zzzzzzzzzzzz...
anyway...thanks for all the friends who helped me and vote for me...thanks a lot...^-^wan an and take care...^-^
for those friends who didnt do well..dun give up..tis is not the end of the world..there will be a BRIGHT future if you work harder..so..yuppy..lets jia you together and get As for the coming exams in our life..jia you!!!!!stay cheerful k?tears are not the solution for anything..when u are proud to say tat "i have done my best",then just drink a cup of water and go to bed..dun think tat much le..since u have done ur best..why are u sad?this result may affect u now but who knows whether it will affect u in e future..right?come come..*shen hu xi* and then..smile to urself everyday(in front of the mirror)..start ur day with a smile and everything will be fine..hee...
Shuxian flew into your heart at [11:04 PM]
Monday, October 17, 2005
princess(s)
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [8:46 PM]
hee...
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [8:46 PM]
puri life..haha
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [8:45 PM]
weee!!hee
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [8:44 PM]
Sunday, October 16, 2005
wow..tats fast and its 16th oct again..hahaa..wat did i do on 16th oct 2004?
yeah..BBQ at sentosa.."celebrate my belated bday and clarissa's bday"..lol..buried zixuan and hengwan with sand..lolx..tat was the last time we all went there in a BIG group(our kanga family)?haha..dun really have the chance to go there this year..coincidently..zi ang was there too..when i saw him..he was sitting there alone..hmmhmm..when jojo they all buried hengwan and zixuan together..tat was the 1st time i saw XXX smiling/laughing..i mean..in front of me.....
its raining heavily outside..phew..nothing to do besides online and listen to music...lalala...
lets sing a song..lalallalalalaa...dotz...no one is singing..
hmmhmm..jojo's online..and he showed me his innocent face+his halloween costume..sigh..he's going off for camp le..no one acc me to watch "the wig"...haiz...sad...
haiz..guess i should go to date with my sylvester le...cya frenz..may be coming back to write again or may not...yuppy..hee..."nitenite"
Shuxian flew into your heart at [3:10 PM]
haiz..mummy went back to hainan le..although i will be going back in one month's time..but i am still sad...cant survive without her..sobx..
haiz...another sad thing is..i am seriously tired now...feel like sleeping..but cant..just washed my hair...wet wet...
went to east coast and reached there ard 3.35pm(after sending mummy to the airport)..rent bicycles with qiqi and cycled to bedok jetty...saw evelyn(eunice's sister),jasmine,cheryl,and another gal..oh yeah..they were with 2 guys who were "holding" jasmine and cheryl's hands..teaching them how to balance as they were playing roller blade..haha..saw preston at bedok jetty...luckily he wasnt smoking..if not..i will cycle all the way to in-front-of-his face and throw it away..+++scolding him-->"can u stop smoking..hai ren hai zi..are u fish seller?so selfish.."then piak piak piak..gv him 3 tight slaps+one seriously hard kick at his mouth..who asks him always use F*** F*** F*** to answer my questions..lolx..nah..tis is just my own imagination..dun be -_- or vomit blood..but..yuppy..i can be tat violent..so..haha..stay away from me..bleah...tats okie if u cant believe it..haha..
cycled until 4.40 ba i guess...they all finally came...super slow.....but no choice..sumardi's bday celebration ma..cant be blamed...must let him be a da pai for today...haha..tell u all a secret ar...*actually i can get irritated by him easily* coz he always not answering to my qns..and i found tat we have "GENERATION GAP"...he doesnt seem to understand wat am i saying..like..when i tell him..my exam is on oct...and yet he can ask me "tomorrow got exam is it" whenever he sees me online...dotz..i almost fainted at these moment...have been telling him.."no..its on oct"...he just cant remember..or may be...he didnt even pay attention when i told him tat...dotz...haha..but overall..he's still a nice fren to have...
hmmhmm...wanted to come home earlier(it was already 10.45pm)..then?wat happened was..sumardi went out to the car park and asked nainai to go in(to the pit) and makan...oh man...i almost feng dian at tat moment le..i was like.."huh...dotz...." wu hua ke shuo...coz nainai said they will be coming ard 8 or 9..in e end...10.45 le leh..a lot of ppl went home already and then she came...then got to set up e fire and everything..cook for her to eat...
received val's call and she asked if i can go to kbox tmr..haiz..of coz i would like to go..but -__-..again..same prob..nainai..she has been suspecting everyone nowadays..and i found out tat she has been telling my mum tat she suspected tat i am tan-lian-ai-ing..wat the...haiz...really feel like disappearing from this world le..besides this..wat she did tat made me really really pissed off is tat she always asked my cousin to go out with her just to check on me..to see if i am really studying with km they all at the place where i told her i am studying at...she just simply doesnt believe..even my mum also cant tahan her le..if i tell her tat i am at kaamun's house..she will ask my cousin to go kaamun's house together with her..and she only tells me tat shes coming to pick me up when she almost reaches there...%^&*&^%$..."if you dun trust me..banned me from going out..i dun mind"..
haiz...reached home ard 12 plus...i am seriously tired...almost fall aslp when i was bathing..haiz...asked nainai abt whether i can go for tmr...but she kept quiet...and seemed unhappy....i am fine with it...up to her...she doesnt wan me to go so wat can i do..even if i wanna go..she also wont allow de.haiz..sorry val...
phew..just finished chatting with ms ang and ruiming...going to sleep soon...zzzZZZ..yawn...wan an friends...take care and wan an!!!!rest well.. monday and tuesday will be holi..enjoy ur days ba..heee....TATA!!!!!^-^
Shuxian flew into your heart at [1:08 AM]
Saturday, October 15, 2005
yoz...
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [1:24 AM]
hiiii
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [1:24 AM]
mummy and me
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [1:24 AM]
mummy with zhihong(my bro)
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [1:23 AM]
Friday, October 14, 2005
dot dot...absent from sch today...cant be able to see their graduation ceremony le..kns...nvm..got SUPER EXTRA time to do my favourite thing---ZZZZZzzzz-ing...haha...
but..haiz..cant be able to go sentosa with eunice they all le...sorry eunice...xia ci bu cang ni...
hmm..stay at home until 5pm..then called qiqi(my cousin) to see where are they...coz my mum and nainai they all are goin out for dinner..due to 2 reasons...i chose to go out instead of staying at home...haha..the main reason is tat i dun wanna stay at home alone with my bro...lolx...went to bugis to meet jonathan,lin qin,qiqi and sumardi..had laksa for dinner...later on...jonathan suggested to go kbox again...dot dotz...nothing to say...but haha..kbox is just tat attractive to us...so yeah..went there...each person $26+++..fainted...but nvm..enjoyed it..haha..jon and sumardi left early as they went to acc their frenz..and left 3 of us in kbox...came home around 12.20...actually the session ends at 3...wasted..but tats okie...shall not stay outside for so long..must come home to pei mama...shes goin back to china tmr...haiz...sad...
NVM...i will be goin back soonn(1 month later)..and yeah!will be goin to Hongkong's new disney land..haha...and i am still deciding when should i come back....if i dun book e ticket for coming back now..dun think there will be seats le...eh???any advise?lolx...
yawn....hen lei le...yao shui jiao lo....wan an frenz...take care and again...^-^
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EUNICE WEE!!!!!RABBIT RABBIT RABBIT!!!HOPE U ENJOYED UR SENTOSA TRIP TODAY...HAHA..HOPE U CAN BE MORE MATURED..OK?OK..I KNOW U WILL BE...HEE...SEE U....
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [11:43 PM]
Thursday, October 13, 2005
lalala..haiz..i am so "lucky" today..
dun have to go to sch as our exam has ended..but..dot dot dotz..my plan for goin out to buy presents today is cancelled too..being forced to...coz of e sudden change of e weather last night...dot dot dotz...tmr still needs to go to sch for the graduation thingy..-_-..dun think i can go le ba...should i be happy or sad...lolx..
have been watching movies which my cousin sent me since long time ago for the whole afternoon...
1.mr and mrs smith
2.duan xin yi yue zhui
3.tong meng qi yuan
4.ms congeniality 2
finally can delete them from my laptop le..haha..
ding dong..just realised 10th was the 100th day..zhen qiao..haha..but who cares...shall not bother abt it..
hmmhmm...mama will be goin back on sat...so am i..but i will be goin back one month later...should i come back for christmas?wat for?hmm..let me consider 1st...anyway val they all also wont be back from taiwan for christmas..
eh..how can i be sick..tmr's rabbit's bday...and i am supposed to go sentosa with them..argh!!!$%^&*&^%$%^&.....no choice..cant go le...i think jojo will not be goin to...as fy dun wanna go(wat jojo told me)..
dadada~~~i am dozing off le..goin to sleep now...see ya frenz...nitenitez...take care^^
Shuxian flew into your heart at [11:29 PM]
one of e present..
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [11:22 AM]
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
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haha..yeah!!exam is finally over...phew..2 weeks already...hmm..i think..i did very badly for this exam...not exaggerate at all..especially today's chem paper and last week's a maths + physics...dot dot dot...no comments...its either bcs its too difficult or i didnt work hard for it...haiz...wat can i say....dot dot...
took english oral exam after chem paper today...gosh..thought of wat to say abt e pic le..but e same problem came again...i will just feel very nervous when i need to speak english..in e end..it will turn out like..i dunno wat am i saying already...stupid right?haiz..why am i always so stupid ne...i think tis doesnt happen only during english oral exam...for chinese oral exam..i have the same problem...am i too nervous?why?why?why?%^&*&^%$%^...forget it..its over...SMILEeeee=)
hmmhmm..let me recall how was my bday...haha..it was quite fun except for something didnt happen..haha..quite disappointed...eh..wat thing?nah..gao su ni cai guai...haha...kaamun,val,eunice,jonathan,lin qin,qiqi,sumardi and mama..sung bday song and celebrated for me before going for higher chinese exam...haha..cut cake and made a wish..though it wont come true..haha..expected le la..haha...hmm..came home after exam and then..haha..another round of celebration...nainai,mama,kaamun,val,jonathan,linqin,shuyi and sumardi came again...hahaa...had dinner together..and jonathan was the chief...haha..fried chicken wings..hahaa...not bad ba..hahaa...do u all like it?lolx...then..a lot of craps came from jon...his bday present for me is those "balls" he got outside 7-11..haha..u know wat is it ba?lolx..joel..dun think yy......hahaa...
hmm..let me see wat else do i wan to say...hmmhmm.....dun have le ba...???
haha..ok then...going to offline since i got nothing to say le ma...hee...see ya frenz...take care ohhhh....remember to tag tag tag if u are free...haha...thanks!!hee.....wan an!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Shuxian flew into your heart at [11:09 PM]
Monday, October 10, 2005
haha..look at my hao jie meis..acc me until 10.30pm at tis exam period leh..tsktsk..dun jealous
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [10:26 PM]
before they leave
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [10:26 PM]
hee..happy birthday to me,happy birthday to me,happy birthday to shuxian,happy birthday to me!!!
1~2~3~~make a wish....1~2~3~~~chui la zhu!!!yeah yeah...hee...
haha..so excited...thanks for everyone who wishes me happy birthday...and thanks for everything...hehe...
kkz.should name those who gave me presents:
1.friendship ring+piggy+glucose(haha..gd idea) from joel,fengyuan,kaamun,edmund,zixuan,nicholas,edmund
2.piggy+scar remover(dunno whether it is)from zheying,zhenxiong,erlina,yuying,sheena,jiemin,carling,clarissa,ruby,waiho
3.chicky from ruiming
4.a cup from cicillia and jack
5.piggy with flying wings from hengwan
6.sylvester from yuesheng,minchang and kenneth
7.neopet Lupe from darryl
8.necklace from kaamun
9.swan from clive
10.little heart shape from euncie
11.something(dunno yet) from val
12.a pebble from jon since july
okie..then...those who sent me msg+said happy birthday to me today..haha
1.zheying
2.joel
3.fengyuan
4.kaamun
5.valarie
6.eunice
7.qichang
8.aaron phua
9.aaron sim
10.samantha
11.zijian
12.yanyu
13.yanyan
14.elaine
15.ruibei
16.meihua
17.jianhui
18.teckchoon
19.sheena
20.jiemin
21.yuying
22.charlie
23.budiman
24.ruiming
25.yonghao
26.carling
27.janet
28.kenneth
29.theoore
30.yiyang
31.caleb
32.clive
33.tih yong
35.kedy
36.zhenxiong
37.sumardi
38.lin qin
39.nainai
40.ruby
41.karsendra
hmm..i think tats more than 50..cant really remember le...but..whoever u are...thanks thanks thanks*10000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000
haha...hmm..today's e maths paper 2 is quite okie..eunice said its difficult..but..hmm..i think i can get 65 and above ba..if i am not wrong...hopefully all of my frenz can get high marks lo..jia you oh!!!!!!!!
haha..anyway..theres something funny happened today...ruby,karsendra,yanyu,chenwei(duno if shes there),elaine,ruibei and meihua...sung bday song for me in the TOILET!!!haha..yeah...u didnt see wrongly...they sung it in the toilet..haha..so surprised..haha...furthermore...ruby also tended to cut cake for me sia..how she wanted to do it leh?haha..she opened the door of the one cubical and haha.."lets cut cake"..haha...funny right?thanks thanks..hee...
after sch...went to j8 and took neoprints...had lunch together at food junction...then came home with eunice,val and kaamun...cut cake..haha...yuppy..went out ard 2.35 and took cab to amk sec to take chinese paper one...wah..brain juice was dried...hahaha....hope tat i can get at least a a2 lo...god bless me..hee...
ok then...see ya on wed night then...gtg and wont be online tmr...chemistry paper is on wednesday..cant play le..hee...A BIG THANK YOU TO ALL MY FRENZ AGAIN...THANKS!!!!!!!SEE YOU!!!!!!
Shuxian flew into your heart at [10:10 PM]
again..the present from him since 3 months ago...
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [10:04 PM]
today
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [7:40 PM]
nice?!!!
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [7:39 PM]
hug hug...hee
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [6:59 PM]
cutting cake
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [6:59 PM]
making a wish..and val's playing the bday they sung for me..tsk tsk.."tou xiao"
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [6:59 PM]
haha..looks ugly..
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [6:58 PM]
xianxian!!!!
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [6:57 PM]
my bday cake..haha..wrong name
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [6:57 PM]
cheese!!!
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [6:57 PM]
from cicillia and jack
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [6:57 PM]
from hengwan
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [6:56 PM]
from eunice and ruiming..hee
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [6:56 PM]
piggy..who delivered the ring to me..haha
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [6:56 PM]
from darryl
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [6:55 PM]
from zheying,yuying,erlina,ruby,clar,sheena,jiemin,waiho,carling,zhenxiong..thanks!!!!
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [6:55 PM]
lets act "cute"
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [6:50 PM]
wow
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [6:50 PM]
haha..look at their poses...lol
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [6:49 PM]
weee....
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [6:49 PM]
lame ar~~~~~
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [6:48 PM]
xianxian and cicillia
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [6:48 PM]
haha..zixuan,shuxian,jojo,fengyuan,theodore
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [6:47 PM]
dot dot..yaoyao,his gf and me...haha...extra..
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [6:46 PM]
acting cute..llol
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [6:46 PM]
haha..hao jie mei
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [6:45 PM]
gd frenz..hee
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [6:45 PM]
for ms ang
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [6:44 PM]
cool huh?nice hairstyle!
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [6:43 PM]
birthday cake from my true frenz..haha
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [6:43 PM]
friendship ring
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [6:43 PM]
they are trapped in it...lolx..who are they?theodore,zixuan,jojo and fengyuan lo..who else..haha
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [6:42 PM]
who are they?
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [6:41 PM]
eunice and shuxian!!yeah!!!hee
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [6:41 PM]
